Dog After Christmas
Kassidy Jordan
Wake him up before his tail stops wagging
and he lays still on the cold cement.
Wrap your arms around his shivering body,
around the black fur covering him,
shield him from the snow as it falls.
Rub his feet that have stood on ice.
Untie the leash from the post.
Look back after you drive away, turn around
as he cocks his head to one side and sits
on the hard cement in the cold January air,
before he laid his head on the ground and waited.
Do not call him from his house in the backyard.
Do not lie to him, do not smile and clip the leash to his
green collar you bought only months before.
Walk back into the house where his dog bowl sits
and his squeaky bone lays next to
his bed, where he laid wrapped in a bow
under the tree and lights and tinsel
the morning your son first saw him.
Do not yell when he makes a mistake.
Do not push his nose into the pee-stained carpet.
Stop yourself from smacking his head
when he jumps and scratches your new sweater,
he just missed you is all.
Do not decide having a pet was a mistake.
Do not berate your son for his lack of responsibility.
Do not tell your wife this is for the best.
Do not make him miss his warm bed, the little boy
who always threw a stick for him to chase,
the smells of turkey and chicken and beef
and the gentle touches of when he was first unwrapped.
Drive away from the store where you bought him.
Pass over him as the cars do now.
Ignore his pleading black eyes
as you did when you drove away.
Leave before you give and take away the family
he loved.